life has changed...
all at once

and yet, it is slowly getting better

life is good.
I love it.

I am taking photos again...
of course, I am currently using a simple camera, trying to think about whether I want to look for a better one...

any suggestions?

Okay, 'fess up! Who was it? I just received a fedex package and found that I am now the extremely happy and proud owner of The Dark Tower by !
OMG! I am bouncing with joy. thank you thank you thank you!
now I just want to know who sent it!

Dad. What sort of image does that one word bring to mind?
For me it is the most important man in my life, my favorite person, and a strong hero.
This deviation sums up that feeling, in my opinion.

You should check it out. If anything should be a daily deviation, this is it. Simple, honest, and able to convey personality and emotion.
Dad by
[link]

It has been a roller coaster couple of weeks.
Thngs are looking up now.
I learned something about myself - I can be mad, I can be a bitch, I can express my hurt and pain - and it is a lot healthier than my normal route of taking things out on myself,

For thse who worried - don't - and I are still very much together and very happy. I bought him a Wacom graphire 3 tablet for his editing so he has been editing up a storm. Ironclly, he and I posted basically the same exact photo (of me) - mine has 42 views, his has 112. Not bitching or anything, just found that interesting - of course, he is tons more talented than I!

I may be shooting with hm sometime soon - I want to get back nto modeling somewhat, but am learning more towards things that my parents will not be upset with - so less nude, more tasteful artsy stuff. Well, mabe some more revealing than my folks would like, but they would be upset if a shoulder showed I love my parents, but I do come from a pretty conservative background. That said, I AM 24.

if for some bizarre reason anyone wants to send me something (I don't know why you would but...)
Look at my DA wishlist. There is one print I NEED to own, framed. It was a piece dedicated to me by and it is amazing.